Funstuff

so today has been not so good. i got in a fight with my best friend because of me being realistic, which is a downer to people. but we got over it like all best friend do. i've been stressed lately and ari thinks it is because of this boy. i'm not to sure about that but it's possible. you see, i like this guy but am not sure he likes me back (seems to happen alot these days). but i've been talking to him and things have been going good. i just want some alone time with him to get to know him better, but it seems fate is not going to let that happen anytime soon. ari said to tell just straight up tell him my feelings, but i can't do that. i don't want to scare him away since we haven't hung out that much i'm afraid he'll be all like "uh ew. you're a freak." and walk away. so i guess i am just going to play it cool.

in other, better news i have an audition today for this group of shows called "an evening of star turns." it is a bunch of plays and musicals that rang from shakespeare to neil simon and if you are cast you are expected to take on multiple characters, which is always a fun thing. i am not sure if i should prepare a song or not. i emailed the director and he said it wouldn't hurt, but i would only have two hours to practice the song. so i think that is a big no for that. hopefully i get into this since i have been dying to do a show since joseph and the amazing technicolor dream coat. you would think that since the director of this show was in joseph and played my father, that would be good right? wrong. he doesn't even remember my name. am i that forgetful? maybe it's because he is old and old people have bad memories but still.

so yeah, that is it for now. i might post about the auditions. we'll see.

ta ta for now,
mashew